You know that feeling?
When you hear or see something, that doesn’t affect you much at first. You brush it off & decide that you should go about doing other things. But it lingers on your ears, on your mind. It eats its way through your veins, while you process every syllable, every alphabet, even if it’s barely a sentence. Slowly, but surely it makes its way down like poison to the THAT place where it suddenly hits you. Like someone just punched your gut & took your breath, everything you’ve ever known gets replaced with a mix of pain & confusion. You’re lost. Your heart starts crumbling. Not all at once, no. It flakes off. Tiny pieces at first, it falls off into.. I’m not sure where dead pieces of your heart goes to. But i would imagine it to be a dark place. A black hole of some sort. You try to go about your day as if nothing has changed. But you know it has. Something has changed. You start to question every action, every smiley face, every “flirt”. You don’t know what to feel or think. You don’t know where to go from there. It feels like everything is disintegrating. Nothing was as it seems. & yet it all seems so familiar.
You know that feeling?
